You know what I think about when I am backpacking or hiking? Just that -- backpacking or hiking -- and I love that!
I watch the birds and think about mountain lions, and snakes and bears. I look for game trails and observe scat (a couple weeks ago I would have said animal poop). I even notice the scars on trees, and I know what it looks like when a bear makes those scars. I look at foliage and wonder if it is friend or foe.
I listen to, and observe, the other backpackers, even if they are newbies like me, because it teaches me.
I was utterly surprised at my excitement level when I committed to the trip. I can't remember being that excited about anything in a very long time. I was even brave enough to hitch a ride with two other attendees.
I was excited to try out my vintage Kelty backpack that some kind soul, from freecycle, passed on to me. It was a little top heavy on the way up making me a little off balance (especially near the top) and it bonked me in the head a few times. But I packed it better on the way down--no knocking me over and no bonking me in the head.
I drank half of my water going up and stopped at a creek that crossed the trail to fill up. This was my first time getting water from a creek to drink. It was ice cold. Now I had to decide whether to boil it or to use my pills. Some of the group drank it straight from the creek and others treated theirs. I would treat mine this time just to be safe. Next time, I might try it without treating it. Boiling it meant no aftertaste, but if I were on a longer hike, fuel should be for cooking and I should find start. experiment so I can see what works for me. have to have an aftertaste
I felt like a slacker when I opted out of the day hike so I could nap--was 2.2. miles really all I could do? But when 2 others came back to camp shortly after embarking on the day hike I didn't feel as bad.
I discovered a saying , "hike your own hike," (HYOK), and it was one of those moments when you just "get it". I may be slower, but that is okay. I have to find my own groove.
I can't wait for the next trip!